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- That Whitsun, I was late getting away:
- Not till about
- One-twenty on the sunlit Saturday
- Did my three-quarters-empty train pull out,
- All windows down, all cushions hot, all sense
- Of being in a hurry gone. We ran
- Behind the backs of houses, crossed a street
- Of blinding windscreens, smelt the fish-dock; thence
- The river’s level drifting breadth began,
- Where sky and Lincolnshire and water meet.
- All afternoon, through the tall heat that slept
- For miles inland,
- A slow and stopping curve southwards we kept.
- Wide farms went by, short-shadowed cattle, and
- Canals with floatings of industrial froth;
- A hothouse flashed uniquely: hedges dipped
- And rose: and now and then a smell of grass
- Displaced the reek of buttoned carriage-cloth
- Until the next town, new and nondescript,
- Approached with acres of dismantled cars.
- At first, I didn’t notice what a noise
- The weddings made
- Each station that we stopped at: sun destroys
- The interest of what’s happening in the shade,
- And down the long cool platforms whoops and skirls
- I took for porters larking with the mails,
- And went on reading. Once we started, though,
- We passed them, grinning and pomaded, girls
- In parodies of fashion, heels and veils,
- All posed irresolutely, watching us go,
- As if out on the end of an event
- Waving goodbye
- To something that survived it. Struck, I leant
- More promptly out next time, more curiously,
- And saw it all again in different terms:
- The fathers with broad belts under their suits
- And seamy foreheads; mothers loud and fat;
- An uncle shouting smut; and then the perms,
- The nylon gloves and jewellery-substitutes,
- The lemons, mauves, and olive-ochres that
- Marked off the girls unreally from the rest.
- Yes, from cafés
- And banquet-halls up yards, and bunting-dressed
- Coach-party annexes, the wedding-days
- Were coming to an end. All down the line
- Fresh couples climbed aboard: the rest stood round;
- The last confetti and advice were thrown,
- And, as we moved, each face seemed to define
- Just what it saw departing: children frowned
- At something dull; fathers had never known
- Success so huge and wholly farcical;
- The women shared
- The secret like a happy funeral;
- While girls, gripping their handbags tighter, stared
- At a religious wounding. Free at last,
- And loaded with the sum of all they saw,
- We hurried towards London, shuffling gouts of steam.
- Now fields were building-plots, and poplars cast
- Long shadows over major roads, and for
- Some fifty minutes, that in time would seem
- Just long enough to settle hats and say
- I nearly died,
- A dozen marriages got under way.
- They watched the landscape, sitting side by side
- —An Odeon went past, a cooling tower,
- And someone running up to bowl—and none
- Thought of the others they would never meet
- Or how their lives would all contain this hour.
- I thought of London spread out in the sun,
- Its postal districts packed like squares of wheat:
- There we were aimed. And as we raced across
- Bright knots of rail
- Past standing Pullmans, walls of blackened moss
- Came close, and it was nearly done, this frail
- Travelling coincidence; and what it held
- Stood ready to be loosed with all the power
- That being changed can give. We slowed again,
- And as the tightened brakes took hold, there swelled
- A sense of falling, like an arrow-shower
- Sent out of sight, somewhere becoming rain.